untangling the web
KNOTS, TWISTS AND FAITH IN GOD
Evening prayer: God, you've seemed far away today
Can a woman forget her sucking child, that she should have no compassion on the son of her womb? Even these may forget, yet I will not forget you. Behold I have graven you on the palms of my hands.
Isaiah 49: 15-16a
Where have you been today Lord?
Because I didn’t feel you near.
I looked but I couldn’t find you.
I tried to sense you around me, but there was nothing.
My day was all hollow and empty.
All bare and black, devoid of colour.
My child, I have been with you today.
Besides you, nudging you this way and that.
Just because you did not sense me
Does not mean my absence.
I will never leave you, nor forsake you.
You mean the world to me.
Trust me child.
Even on the barren, dark days I am here.