untangling the web
KNOTS, TWISTS AND FAITH IN GOD
Seasons
I am creating something new. There it is! Do you see it? I have put roads in deserts, streams in thirsty lands.
(Isaiah 43:19)
I love the idea of God making everything new, except that I’m learning that ‘new’ quite often comes with birthing pains. New will mean change, and change is not always as we imagined through rosy-tinted spectacles. But, being born of God, it is still good. It just might be a hard lesson to learn.
A new season, they said.
A time for new beginnings, fresh visions, new experiences,
a time to seize the day,
a time to put the past behind, with its disappointments and problems,
to give closure to jobs well done
and hand the baton on for other tasks.
So I walked into the new
with head held high and full of trust.
Looking forward to what the future held.
Surely the future could only hold more of God?
But they didn’t tell me
the new season was winter.
It was cold and dark.
It was sick and stagnant.
It was friendless and fearsome,
joyless and pale.
Then slowly, without hurry the sun shone –
weakly at first, then with more power
and spring awoke:
flashes of colour peeping through the earth,
new animals birthed with tottery legs,
baby birds emerging from their nests.
The months of fallowness
were as busy as other times,
just that I – in my blinkered existence –
could not see
what was going on below the surface,
inside the womb
in the hiddenness of hollowed-out home.
Winter did hold more of God.
A new way of seeing God.
It was not sterile – it was pregnant.
It was not joyless – it was the beginning of a chuckle.
It was not dark – it was an overcoat around me,
God holding me tight,
shielding me from danger and obstacles.
God making all things new:
boulders becoming beauty spots,
desert blossoming,
dreams exploding,
life erupting.
O God, the same yesterday, today and forever,
trustworthy and true,
through winter, spring, summer and autumn
the same, yet multi-faceted,
different, yet constant,
restless, yet still,
changing, yet changeless.
Eternal One – God with us.